May 21, 2005 23:18
I miss her you guys.
I miss how she used to always be here no matter what, she would always come through and see me to the end.
I miss how we layed on jesses grass together, and looked at the sky. We promised eachother friends til the end. Is it the end now? I havent spoken to you in so long, oh so long. I miss the way you used to call me everyday. The way that things used to be. I even miss the way we run from the cops together. I miss the way we would do severely illegal drugs and then embrace the fact that were always going to be friends... I need you now. I dont know why, but for some reason I need to know you're alright. I don't know where you are, and I dont know what you're doing. Pictures from the past have been haunting me, so blind and oblivious we were. Holding hands and chasing frogs. So comepletely and fucking oblivious. I wish that you could just come back. Come back to how it used to be, when we would do anything to be together, just for you to spend the night we'd do anything. I miss having no were to stay. I miss having to cuddle up to you while we tried to sleep out in the pouring rain. I know all this stuff doesnt sound pleasant. It was you that made it fun. We were so close, now, were so gone.. so far away.
till the end cynthia... this isnt the end.. not yet at least. come back. I need you.