one last entry for tonight beau please dont delete me

[xangelcorex]

from now on
I am going to sing this song first thing when I wake up and right before I go to bed
because I need to never forget who comes first
I fucking can't watch myself die again

Buried Myself Alive

You almost always pick the best times,
to drop the worst lines.
You almost made me cry again this time.
Another false alarm,
red flashing lights.
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die.
I think I made it a game to play your game,
and let myself cry.
I buried myself alive on the inside,
so I could shut you out,
and let you go away for a long time.

I guess it's ok I puked the day away.
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.
And if you want me back,
you're gonna have to ask.

I think the chain broke away,
and I felt it the day that I had my own time.
I took advantage of myself and felt fine,
but it was worth the night,
I caught an early flight and I made it home.

I guess it's ok I puked the day away.
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.
and if you want me back,
you're gonna have to ask.
nicer than that (2X)

with my foot on your neck,
I finally have you,
right where I want you (4X)

I guess it's ok I puked the day away.
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.
and if you want me back,
you're gonna have to ask.
nicer than that (2X)
and if you want me back,
you're gonna have to ask.
nicer than that
nicer in a fuckin way
NICER!!
NICER!!