Oct 15, 2005 02:25
As i sit here in my room and look around at the packed boxs i remind myself that this is my last night sleeping in my room in this house.Iam reminded that by this time tomorrow this will no longer be my room but it will always be my home.Tomorrow morning will be my last morning ever waking up in this house and walking out of my room and walking downstairs and pouring my morning coffee and giving my niece a big morning kiss and hug...But iam only ten minutes down the road so i can come over just for that morning kiss and hug because thats what makes my day is seeing her arms out and lips puckered.Its time i move on because i cant live with mom and dad forever.Iam more afraid that iam only going to fuck up my life then iam afraid of living out on my own..i have so much to do today so iam going to head to bed now..