May 19, 2005 09:37
ahh im gonna fucking explodee..i cant stand this shit anymore..Erika is always fucking mad at me and i just cant stand it..i have some other friends that i was friends with before and now we are all hanging out and stuff again and she doesnt like it so shes being a total bitch to me..i cant fucking stand this shit:-( she always tells me all my friends area all stuck up and they arent real friends and shit but she doesnt even know them..and im sorry i have other friends...but i cant stop my life for her...yea shes always fighting with me over the stupidest stuff..i try to help her with shit and she tells my im rude...wtf i cant stand it..im really gonna have a break down..its not even funny..i cant wait till this summer..maybe not seeing her all the time will do me some good..yea im still friends with her but everything i do she gets mad at ..i cant tell her like anything becuz she gets mad at whatever i do..i feel like i cant even have a life without asking her for permission becuz if i do something wrong she will get mad...ahhh sorry about that..i just had to get it out
now that im done bitching ill tell you about yesterday
so I went home and Mo came over..we called Jayc and then my grandpa brought us to the Drury game..we got there and we saw some girl that i really can't stand yea..Mo went and sat with her so I went.(the first time i ever met her) so she was talking and like told me i was fat..i was like you fucking bitch look at yourself...ahh i was soo pissed..so yea we got away from her finally and we went and sat with Jenna and Jayda then Molli and Mindy came ...then Fallon and Casey came..yea that wasnt cool..so we were all hanging out and we went down behind the bleachers and i got stung ..it hurtt.. but we went back up and we were watching the game and Aaron got to play so Mo was happy :-p he got liek adouble or something..i dont really remember all i know is he hit the ball and yea..lol..so after the jv game we decided to stay for the Varsity game..Molli left and Cassie came down...we all just hung out..then that chick came over to us and with her friends and were talking about these girls that they wanted to like beat up i gues..i was liek wow get a life..so anyways they were like see them right there and they pointed to like megan bullet and all her friends i was liek haha have funn...like everytime they walked by the stupid girl came over to us like she was hiding so we walked away and went up to megan and we were talking to them and i guess she was calling all them sluts and shit..lmao..so yea we ended up going to sit in the parking lot and i thought we were gonan get rapped it was granddd...we finally left around 9 and came hoem then i ate..talked to Abby, Josh and mom for a lil bit ..and yea went to bed..
Today after school Mo is coming over and then i donno what we are doing..at 6 i have to go work at the stupid spaghetti supper ...maybe i can get her to go to it with me..then after i donno...Ash wanted me to go to the carnival but i think im gonan go tomorrow with Mo, Justine and yea whoever else is going...then Saturday Mo is gonna sleepover and we are probably gonna go hang out with everyone again..lol..that is soo much funn..i love hanging out with them becuz i can be myself..its totally awesomee...lol...well yea im gonna go..
ill probably update after the weekend or something..if not then next week ...