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you know he pisses me off? the way he carries himself. "emotions dont bother me". give some slack, cut me some break. he knows i hate it this way. i know he hates it this way. make him stop talking like he knows everything. he wasnt born in the 70's, is it that hard to grasp? "what do you mean, why doesnt it mean that?" why did i even try to befriend such a dour person? he makes his day 100% chance of depression. ok, tell me now im wrong about this to. i dont even know you, right? right, i used to, now its just a body that gathers energy from the deepest part of your soul just to mumble "i hate rock n' roll". where does he think of these things? does the energy fall from the tree that your leaning against? has to be right, nothing ever falls far from the tree. how i wish he could be like back then. i mean normal people exsisted then. you made noises on a regular basis, that i actually wanted to listen to. how could it have gone away over a year? do people change that much? i didnt see it come, swear to God. thought he would be cow loving guy forever. but i guess everything rots. overtime anything can go bad. one day i will, the day we die we all will. why is he in such a rush? i dont see anything to gain in the future. let it come when it comes. deal with now, now. your young. CANT YOU JUST LIVE A LITTLE? find something left in your corpse. is there a person in there? there has to be. bottom line _____________ i miss you.
[only person that might read this, maura, might now what/who this is about. its just feelings they dont mean anything anymore that they are out]
>>> Meredith <<<
you know he pisses me off? the way he carries himself. "emotions dont bother me". give some slack, cut me some break. he knows i hate it this way. i know he hates it this way. make him stop talking like he knows everything. he wasnt born in the 70's, is it that hard to grasp? "what do you mean, why doesnt it mean that?" why did i even try to befriend such a dour person? he makes his day 100% chance of depression. ok, tell me now im wrong about this to. i dont even know you, right? right, i used to, now its just a body that gathers energy from the deepest part of your soul just to mumble "i hate rock n' roll". where does he think of these things? does the energy fall from the tree that your leaning against? has to be right, nothing ever falls far from the tree. how i wish he could be like back then. i mean normal people exsisted then. you made noises on a regular basis, that i actually wanted to listen to. how could it have gone away over a year? do people change that much? i didnt see it come, swear to God. thought he would be cow loving guy forever. but i guess everything rots. overtime anything can go bad. one day i will, the day we die we all will. why is he in such a rush? i dont see anything to gain in the future. let it come when it comes. deal with now, now. your young. CANT YOU JUST LIVE A LITTLE? find something left in your corpse. is there a person in there? there has to be. bottom line _____________ i miss you.
[only person that might read this, maura, might now what/who this is about. its just feelings they dont mean anything anymore that they are out]
>>> Meredith <<<