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Aug 26, 2011 18:23

My dad was a drunk and an abusive asshole. Not as much to me directly. There was the screaming all the time but that was between my parents, and it was pretty clear he didn't like me ever.

I haven't missed him at all since falling through. Not even a little. Not even once.

I don't miss my mother either.

entry, xander hates the rift so much rn, secrets week

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archangelet August 27 2011, 01:28:08 UTC
At least you knew he didn't like

At least you didn't waste most of your life trying to make him proud of

I'm sorry.

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[Locked] xandtheman3 August 27 2011, 01:57:04 UTC
Of all the damn secrets.

Seriously, Rift. There's the near-sex via about three different types of demons. Kicking ass against zombies when everyone called me the Zeppo, but no. This is what it goes with.

It's fine. Don't be sorry. I think I'm just afraid if I ever get involved with someone seriously to that extent then I'll be like

Woah, so did not mean to get that in depth about it.

Anyway, parents suck for a lot of people. It's not a big deal.

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[Locked] archangelet August 27 2011, 02:03:53 UTC
Look, I know I fail at emotions and shit, but, I mean.

If you wanna talk, whatever. y'know? I won't kick your ass or anything. Not just about this, just... whenever.

I'm not big on admitting my issues and shit, but you're probably the one I'd tell here, if I needed to. Tell anyone, I mean.

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[Locked] xandtheman3 August 27 2011, 03:04:16 UTC
Look, I fail at them too and fail at talking about this. I never have before.

But thanks. I know you wouldn't.

You always can, Tay. I care about you, which means I'm here for the listening or the whatever. I know it sucks for you that you're back and away from where you were, but I'm glad you're here.

I missed you.

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[Locked] archangelet August 27 2011, 03:59:31 UTC
Missed you too.

Dork.

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[Locked] xandtheman3 August 27 2011, 04:21:46 UTC
I knew there would be something coming.

Dork. Very nice. :)

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[Locked] archangelet August 27 2011, 05:04:59 UTC
hey, i got a reputation to keep up here, harris. i'm letting you off easy.

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[Locked] xandtheman3 August 27 2011, 05:22:29 UTC
I know I appreciate it.

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[Locked] archangelet August 27 2011, 05:23:41 UTC
yeah, well.

we're friends.

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