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[xandrov_lives]

Viktoria?

I was just wondering what I should say to everyone? Sergei keeps asking me what's wrong and I haven't said anything.

I feel like a dick doing this over the internet, but I was too afraid you'd hang up on me. At least if you don't reply here, I can convince myself you never saw it.

Do you maybe want to see me sometime this week?

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[lost_within_her]

You should tell whatever it is that you wish. I do not want to be in the way. It is your choice.

Why would I not answer a phone call from you? I would not expect you to call. I have done a terrible terrible thing.

Does this mean that you want to see me again? But... I am not Katja.

[xandrov_lives]

The truth is Katja left me. And I've been believing that she came back to me for a long time. And while that may have been a lie, you never left.

I want to...I want to see you. And I'll figure out what to tell everyone else.

[lost_within_her]

I want to see you too.

When I was being Katja and I said that I loved you that was not a lie. You are sweet and kind and a wonderful man. I have never met such a man before. I have never met someone who treated me with such kindness even if it was because I was someone else.

[xandrov_lives]

I loved her. I treated you like that because I loved her.

I don't know if I love you because I don't know you. But that doesn't mean I won't. I want the chance to try.

[lost_within_her]

I will try to be everything that you want.

[xandrov_lives]

What I want right now is to get to know you.

[lost_within_her]

I will try to do that then.