Just an update.

[xandriel]

I had a good night at work. My supervisor who was on was the cool one, his name is Anthony and he's hawaian and he's really cool and he brought his guitar and he and a couple of the guys who were on all played. I like the evening shift even if it can be slow because its usually me, a bellboy, a front desk person and a supervisor. So there are four of us and on good nights it's people I like and so we all hang out and talk. I really enjoy it. Even if I get bored. I went and bought puzzles, the mini 100 piece ones, and did all four of them twice one night I was there. oh well. I like my new job and it pays me money and gives me food so I'm happy with it.

Meanwhile I'm in a down and it sucks. Because I haven't been able to handle it since I have to be perky at work, I answer phones and have to sound cheerful. Also, I'm still new and I want people to like me and if I'm sad/blah/depressed people won't want to talk to me. So I'm trying to shove it to the back (and for any of you who have experienced this with me before know how I kinda explode when I do that). And I'm scared that I'm going to crash. It sucks. So yeah, I should be happy because I had a good night and I got to hang out with Cat and Jereme when I got home and everything, but Quinn is working on homework and I'm trying really hard not to bother him but I just want him to hold me and make it better.

Blah.