Life news etc.
Heya everyone. I don't update often enough. But I like to have something worth saying when I update and nothing too exciting has been going on. The general stuff is: I need a job. I've been job hunting for months and I'm sick of it. I have no idea what I want to do and I only have experience in Retail (which I know I -don't- want to do). So. I'm stuck and it sucks.
Meanwhile wedding planning is going well. We're looking at cakes this weekend which should be fun. And after I confirm with the synagogue, we can order the invitations!
On a totally different note, I'm suddenly starting to realize that my family members are getting older. It's wierd. I mean, my grandmother isn't doing really well (she has some really rare throat disease), My grandfather and Alice both look so worn and old. My mom's sister is a grandmother three times over already... And I had a really scary thought earlier. My grandmother died when I was nine. And I thought.... There's a good chance I'll have a nine year old in say 15 years... And my mom was married at the same age I will be getting married at....Sure I'm the youngest of the youngests, but still...it was a really scary thought. Life is so frail, and it's only reciently that my mom and I have started having a really good relationship and I feel stupid for being such... such a teenager...
Anyways. That's the update for today, sorry it wasn't more upbeat.
Meanwhile wedding planning is going well. We're looking at cakes this weekend which should be fun. And after I confirm with the synagogue, we can order the invitations!
On a totally different note, I'm suddenly starting to realize that my family members are getting older. It's wierd. I mean, my grandmother isn't doing really well (she has some really rare throat disease), My grandfather and Alice both look so worn and old. My mom's sister is a grandmother three times over already... And I had a really scary thought earlier. My grandmother died when I was nine. And I thought.... There's a good chance I'll have a nine year old in say 15 years... And my mom was married at the same age I will be getting married at....Sure I'm the youngest of the youngests, but still...it was a really scary thought. Life is so frail, and it's only reciently that my mom and I have started having a really good relationship and I feel stupid for being such... such a teenager...
Anyways. That's the update for today, sorry it wasn't more upbeat.