sorry baby

[xandrewishottx]

All this time i have been depressed and talking to you about how shitty work is, and freaking out, and writing these damn livejournals... i was too blind to see the good i have in my life. and i was too blind to see the person i was really hurting besides myself was you. Through my own attitude ive kinda pushed you further and further away from me...and you kept striving to be there for me. kept pushing and pushing to make it known you are my best friend. and you are. I have the world when i hold you in my arms. and i wont be long at all now until we can hold eachother all night everynight every day. Im in this babe. forever. thanks for showing me just how hard you'll fight for me. Ill always fight for you. try to be the best guy i can for you. respect and treat you right. so this is a heartfelt apology. for all the ways ive hurt you. knowingly and unknowingly. i am truely sorry and im making sure you know, you are, and always will be, my number one.

your head over heels in love fiance,

andrew