i procrastinate so badly that i scare myself.
i've been emotionally finished with school for a while now, i think. i can hardly bring myself to be doing the work i HAVE TO do to pass.
i think i've reached a point in this semester where i know i can't hand in another late assignment for fear of actually getting a full roster of c grades. i hate myself for being so lazy when it comes to something that actually matters, but knowing i have to raise my gpa for grad school for some reason is not enough of a motivating factor for me to actually do well. it's basically terrifying.
so here i go. i am signing off of aim for the rest of the night and once i finish my last late paper of the semester (which i believe i can hope for a d on at best - i should have asked for an extension instead of just taking forever) i will start my first paper of the semester that i will turn in on time at the beginning of class tomorrow. i will also write some questions to contribute to my position as "point person" for class discussion tomorrow.
this semester is not a lost cause. i am off work for the next two weeks, and if i work my ass off, i can probably still pull some a's. i am sure that with effort i can at least manage a serious number of b's. doing well enough over the summer and during fall should have me at the 3.0 i need to see then hopefully i can start grad school in the spring and if not, then, well, my degree is entirely useless so i won't know what to do.
i am really rambling.
but i don't care because sometimes i hate how much time i have wasted and how little i've accomplished. it would make more sense to have never gone to school at all.
i suppose i am accepting applications for sugar daddies. if you know anyone who is interested.
in brighter news, some friends had a beautiful baby girl yesterday. healthy and cute babies are for sure the best kind of babies there are. and girls, yes.
i will be seeing nine inch nails on thursday night in rochester.
i'll be driving to philly on friday.
i think i am going to new york on saturday and brilliant i don't know exactly where i am staying yet.
i love rather haphazard road trips.
i need to call amanda also.
and i need to get my car fixed in the next few days for the sake of driving to philly without the car exploding.
actually if i truly think about how much i have to do this week, i'll explode.
i am done talking now and on a side note, thai food at taste of thai on hertel is good, but not quite as good as the king and i on kensington. if you're going for thai i'd shoot for king and i first since the service is infinitely faster and more attentive than the 2 hours of neglect suffered at taste of thai. like i said, the food was good, but i will remain loyal to king and i until further notice.
i think i've reached a point in this semester where i know i can't hand in another late assignment for fear of actually getting a full roster of c grades. i hate myself for being so lazy when it comes to something that actually matters, but knowing i have to raise my gpa for grad school for some reason is not enough of a motivating factor for me to actually do well. it's basically terrifying.
so here i go. i am signing off of aim for the rest of the night and once i finish my last late paper of the semester (which i believe i can hope for a d on at best - i should have asked for an extension instead of just taking forever) i will start my first paper of the semester that i will turn in on time at the beginning of class tomorrow. i will also write some questions to contribute to my position as "point person" for class discussion tomorrow.
this semester is not a lost cause. i am off work for the next two weeks, and if i work my ass off, i can probably still pull some a's. i am sure that with effort i can at least manage a serious number of b's. doing well enough over the summer and during fall should have me at the 3.0 i need to see then hopefully i can start grad school in the spring and if not, then, well, my degree is entirely useless so i won't know what to do.
i am really rambling.
but i don't care because sometimes i hate how much time i have wasted and how little i've accomplished. it would make more sense to have never gone to school at all.
i suppose i am accepting applications for sugar daddies. if you know anyone who is interested.
in brighter news, some friends had a beautiful baby girl yesterday. healthy and cute babies are for sure the best kind of babies there are. and girls, yes.
i will be seeing nine inch nails on thursday night in rochester.
i'll be driving to philly on friday.
i think i am going to new york on saturday and brilliant i don't know exactly where i am staying yet.
i love rather haphazard road trips.
i need to call amanda also.
and i need to get my car fixed in the next few days for the sake of driving to philly without the car exploding.
actually if i truly think about how much i have to do this week, i'll explode.
i am done talking now and on a side note, thai food at taste of thai on hertel is good, but not quite as good as the king and i on kensington. if you're going for thai i'd shoot for king and i first since the service is infinitely faster and more attentive than the 2 hours of neglect suffered at taste of thai. like i said, the food was good, but i will remain loyal to king and i until further notice.