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classes are as follows (until i switch this around later, which i always do)
tuesday/thursday
12-1:50 ENG301 criticism
2-3:20 ENG358 experimental fiction
5-6:20 CEP400 educational psychology
monday
9-11:40 ELP405 sociology of education
4:10-6:50 LAI416 early education theory and practice
monday/wednesday
1-1:50 UGC112 (lecture) world civ 2*
thursday
11-11:50 UGC112 (recitation) world civ 2*
i am thinking i will probably drop lai416 so i can work on monday nights. also i don't want to take 18 credits. i'd rather just take more over the summer, you know.
i am on track to graduate next december which is only a little more than a year away which scares me not because i will have to enter the real world, because i won't. it scares me because i am afraid i will not be able to sufficiently prove that i can be a good student after putting forth years of minimal effort. if i don't get into grad school, my entire future crumbles before my eyes.
good job, andrea.
you never do the stuff that matters, only the stuff that doesn't.
if i can pull mostly a's and b's this semester, and do the same for spring, summer, and next fall, then HOPEFULLY i will be alright. if not, looks like i will end up going back in for MORE undergrad work after i graduate and then trying AGAIN. aka becoming a professional student and not actually being able to start my career until i am like 32 aka becoming exactly what i am afraid of and having no life/future and not a single one of the very few things i want in life.
awesome.
maybe i won the megamillions last night.
they say money doesn't solve your problems but honestly a large supply of money would truly solve 98% of mine (considering my problems revolve almost entirely around paying bills [present and future] and being able to establish a stable career within a certain timeframe) and it would also certainly help make the other 2% seem much less unpleasant.
i'm going to see fear before the march of flames and bear vs shark on sunday. i was excited to go, but now i don't think i want to spend the time or money. i will probably just go a little late and leave very early. every time i get pumped for a show i get there and remember that there are few things i hate more than going to shows, especially here where i just see a whole lot of people who kind of make my stomach flip a little bit because the fact that they exist is just so completely wrong.
what a bitch i am.
screw it.
i got up at 8am to register for a bunch of classes that would probably still have been open at noon. i'm losing my mind and i am going back to bed. my favorite place.
i'll leave you with this:
brittany murphy and drew barrymore family portraits. what could be cuter?
tuesday/thursday
12-1:50 ENG301 criticism
2-3:20 ENG358 experimental fiction
5-6:20 CEP400 educational psychology
monday
9-11:40 ELP405 sociology of education
4:10-6:50 LAI416 early education theory and practice
monday/wednesday
1-1:50 UGC112 (lecture) world civ 2*
thursday
11-11:50 UGC112 (recitation) world civ 2*
i am thinking i will probably drop lai416 so i can work on monday nights. also i don't want to take 18 credits. i'd rather just take more over the summer, you know.
i am on track to graduate next december which is only a little more than a year away which scares me not because i will have to enter the real world, because i won't. it scares me because i am afraid i will not be able to sufficiently prove that i can be a good student after putting forth years of minimal effort. if i don't get into grad school, my entire future crumbles before my eyes.
good job, andrea.
you never do the stuff that matters, only the stuff that doesn't.
if i can pull mostly a's and b's this semester, and do the same for spring, summer, and next fall, then HOPEFULLY i will be alright. if not, looks like i will end up going back in for MORE undergrad work after i graduate and then trying AGAIN. aka becoming a professional student and not actually being able to start my career until i am like 32 aka becoming exactly what i am afraid of and having no life/future and not a single one of the very few things i want in life.
awesome.
maybe i won the megamillions last night.
they say money doesn't solve your problems but honestly a large supply of money would truly solve 98% of mine (considering my problems revolve almost entirely around paying bills [present and future] and being able to establish a stable career within a certain timeframe) and it would also certainly help make the other 2% seem much less unpleasant.
i'm going to see fear before the march of flames and bear vs shark on sunday. i was excited to go, but now i don't think i want to spend the time or money. i will probably just go a little late and leave very early. every time i get pumped for a show i get there and remember that there are few things i hate more than going to shows, especially here where i just see a whole lot of people who kind of make my stomach flip a little bit because the fact that they exist is just so completely wrong.
what a bitch i am.
screw it.
i got up at 8am to register for a bunch of classes that would probably still have been open at noon. i'm losing my mind and i am going back to bed. my favorite place.
i'll leave you with this:
brittany murphy and drew barrymore family portraits. what could be cuter?