FUCKING HELL YOU FUCKING BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!!
i made a mistake tonight. i thought tonight was gonna be grand and great and wonderful. well fuck! last time i invite baker anywhere. i got a little too intoxicated with ryan baker and tom. the thing that pisses me off the most is that baker was all over me. i knew it, i predicted it. he was telling me how he was unhappy with his gf and shit, and he was all cuddlin up to me, then we went off to find tom and baker got really sick. too much to drink. well i find tom and tom tells me that i should make out with ryan because ryan wants me, i laugh and he bribes me iwth money. he says he';ll give me a dollar if i make out with ryan. half now and half after, so he gives me .50. he goes off to see baker, ryan and i talk. ryan says that he doesnt want me, that tom secretly wants me. whatever, fuck people are dumb. so tom comes back, ryan leaves. i ask tom and i dont remember what he says actuelly. he just goes on about losing his keys. so i go to help him find em. i go down to see if baker is ok, cus hes sick, im holding his arm, rubbing it, through the passanger window, then he rolls it up, and locks the door. like "fuck you get lost" oh that hurt! so i went back to helping tom. after over an hour with my moms help we havent foudn the keys. mom finally went down to toms truck where ryan and baker had locked themselves in and it had rolled down the hill, and she told them to get out and check there pockets. they did and baker had the keys. for fuck sakes. so they left. i was right fucking upset. but no one cares. fucking idiots. so yeah, im rather choked that the night ended up the way it did. all the cool ppl left early. i shouldnt have payed so much attention to those bastards, baker expecually. FUCK!!!!!!!!! SO MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! ok im gonna be sick.............fuck