Protesting the slogan "theres no better time to be a girl"

Feb 28, 2005 23:03

Being a girl officially sucks. the whole mood swing thing... cant take it anymore. I knew i was gonna freak the second i got into the car w/ my mom. Here i am... hopin for no school tomorrow... and she keeps sayin.. the roads will be clear by then. your having school BLAH BLAH BLAH. i mean... just shut up already... let me dream!!! seriously! so i controlled myself... drugged myself up on pain killers... which, as usual didnt do much... so yeah, felt like crap all afternoon/evening... almost passed out, turned white... the usual. so... i finally get enough strength to get downstairs to have my mom quiz me on my memory material for tomorrow... and, as usual she insists on givin me all her "helpful hints" which really do NOTHING... so i politely ask her to move on so that i can get it done. but does she?? NOOOOO course not... and since i am on the verge of an emotional breakdown... and feeling very VERY sick... i start crying, she gets mad as usual.. and i grab my papers and retreat to my room. i hear her downstairs tellin my dad how horrible my behavior is and how i shouldnt be treatin her like this. of all people i would think she would understand since she had alot of these same problems when she was my age. but of course not. so here i am, as usual, left feelin like crap w/ her on my case. UGH i so cant take it. and if we dont have a snow day tom... im gonna freak out... ok well now i gotta go b4 she gets more mad at me. (oh and srry for those of u who think this was too much information lol... DEAL WITH IT)
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