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I figured something out today. i love the violin. really I do. I want to play for the rest of my life. I want to perform, I want to teach, I want to further my studies....etc. all that crap ya know. what brings on this sudden outburst of love for music?
EXPRESS
I just sat there today thinking: geez, what if i were one of those blonde bimbo managers who have nothing better else to do but further their retail career because they are otherwise talentless? I'd kill myself.Please keep in mind, I love clothes. LOVE THEM. And i'm lovin' the discount I'm getting, and yeah being paid to do practically nothing is nice. even if it is a measely amount of hours.
However, I went into this job thinking oh this is gonna be so easy, and oh what a nice change from the music biz. HA. It was EASIER. I thought it would be easy and somehow it was even easier than I thought, which is not possible or never has been, until now. wow. I really want to enjoy and i sort of am. at least the clothes part. But I just don't like doing things that aren't very thought-provoking, or at least somewhat of a challenge. I just feel like its not really work or something. Like I don't have to think. I just have to have a challenge..I'm not used to not having one.
Well, I guess I shouldn't judge too soon, maybe an evil customer will come into the store this week and give me a hard time. and shoplift something. now that would be interesting.
EDIT: I guess I shouldn't really label them as blonde bimbos, I mean they're not all blonde, and just because they give off the bimbo vibe doesn't mean that they are bimbos for sure.
*NaTALiE*
EXPRESS
I just sat there today thinking: geez, what if i were one of those blonde bimbo managers who have nothing better else to do but further their retail career because they are otherwise talentless? I'd kill myself.Please keep in mind, I love clothes. LOVE THEM. And i'm lovin' the discount I'm getting, and yeah being paid to do practically nothing is nice. even if it is a measely amount of hours.
However, I went into this job thinking oh this is gonna be so easy, and oh what a nice change from the music biz. HA. It was EASIER. I thought it would be easy and somehow it was even easier than I thought, which is not possible or never has been, until now. wow. I really want to enjoy and i sort of am. at least the clothes part. But I just don't like doing things that aren't very thought-provoking, or at least somewhat of a challenge. I just feel like its not really work or something. Like I don't have to think. I just have to have a challenge..I'm not used to not having one.
Well, I guess I shouldn't judge too soon, maybe an evil customer will come into the store this week and give me a hard time. and shoplift something. now that would be interesting.
EDIT: I guess I shouldn't really label them as blonde bimbos, I mean they're not all blonde, and just because they give off the bimbo vibe doesn't mean that they are bimbos for sure.
*NaTALiE*