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im not sure how much of this i can take
i constantly get angry if im not with him
if he's out with friends...even his family
i get angry at him for that
is that normal?
i never want to be separated
yet tomorrow he has the entire day off
but doesnt want to see me
*i also have the day off
i used to feel appreciated
i'd always get validation of it
now i just sense boredom
he acts like he has more fun with his friends
than he does with me
he keeps a lot of his life secretive
and that irritates me
ive got nothing to hide
and if he wants to know something...of course he'll hear it
i cant even look at his damn text messages
or he deletes all 130 of them....
how can i expect to hand over myself
when i get nothing back?
i constantly get angry if im not with him
if he's out with friends...even his family
i get angry at him for that
is that normal?
i never want to be separated
yet tomorrow he has the entire day off
but doesnt want to see me
*i also have the day off
i used to feel appreciated
i'd always get validation of it
now i just sense boredom
he acts like he has more fun with his friends
than he does with me
he keeps a lot of his life secretive
and that irritates me
ive got nothing to hide
and if he wants to know something...of course he'll hear it
i cant even look at his damn text messages
or he deletes all 130 of them....
how can i expect to hand over myself
when i get nothing back?