Aug 23, 2003 19:19
I keep having very bad dreams and when I wake up I just don't remember what went on in them. They are worse then dreams. They terrify me. I think it might have something to do with last week when I woke up in the graveyard.
I have been avoiding Giles, on purpose. When we had our Scooby meeting a few days ago something wacky happened. Instead of touching someone to get a feeling from it I touched his stack of old records that he had out. If I wasn't having nightmares about whatever it is I'm sure I'd be having nightmares about what I saw when I touched Giles' records. I am deeply trying to repress them. That crazy shop keeper from a Halloween ago the same guy that tattooed Buffy, oh what was his name? I think it was Ethan? Anyways it doesn't matter. He told us before that Ethan and him used to be friends, well in my dreams they were a little bit more than friends. It only happened for a flash but it was very freaky, and now that I have thought about it, I will put it out of my head...ugh...I hope.
Works okay, I've managed to block out mostly everyones random thoughts unless they are in some sort of pain, then I almost drop their coffee on them. It's not pretty.