Oct 13, 2006 01:55
don't be jealous...
it's not worth this.
well i say that now... but other times i would definitely think it is.. i think. those times seem so long ago.
my head hurts, my eyes are no longer burning but puffy, my world's spinning out of control and i don't have you to turn to.
how did you go from my support to the reason i cry, so fast?
what happened? i dont understand it.. why why why why why...
i just dont get it. what did i do?
i built walls for a reason.. i remember why now.
shortie said it best "now do you remember why you stayed single?"
i guess i'm glad i am single.. it's funny how the two guys who have hurt me the most i never entered relationships with..
i'm not ready for this.. i don't think i'll ever be.
i guess it's over.. it was good while it lasted.. whatever "it" is / was.
i miss you already, just don't let me lose you as my friend... please