Sep 09, 2004 16:55
Could it be that I am dreaming,
That everything I am told is a lie.
Could it be that there is no sun,
But only the darkness that fills the sky
Ash gray skies fill my mind
As I walk down this lonely path
Shaking and Shivering
Feeling the Winters Wrath
I can only scream so loud
I can only feel so proud
I can only climb so high. . .
Never before
Never again
If and Now
Where and When…..
Would there be a bleeding sky?
Would there be a tear in your eye?
Would it matter if I’m breaking?
The years almost gone and I think I’ve been mistaking,
Those things I thought I knew all so well.
It’s not heaven
But it’s not far from hell
There is no Rhyme,
And there is no Reason
It’s just a different time
And a different season
This is just something because I am feeling down, there is no influence other than my own sadness. I am sitting here at my school, it is 5:30 now and My class doesn't start until 6:30. I do feel better now though after I just wrote that, I am not exactly sure what is up with me lately. Part of it is that I am a little discouraged because I think my work load of school, Brooks, and military are going to feel overwhelming alot of the time. Hopefully everything works out though. I think part of it is also Erika is away, don't get me wrong I am very pleased to see she is trying to get a better education but at the same time you can't help but miss the one you care about. Ce'la vite!