Dec 08, 2004 23:36
It's been a week without smoking. I feel a little bit better. I know for sure that once I get back into my fitness regement things will get better for me. Once I have the stamina I had 4 months ago, I will feel good, I know it. Not that I feel bad now. A little confused. I haven't talked to Riky since a few nights ago. I am not too worried about. It's damn near impossible for me to talk with her, but you know I feelas though I have to. lol. It's like I am a glutton for punishment. Everytime I talk to her we talked about us. Everytime we talked about us I got pissed.
It's whacked yo. Peace out.
P.S Eventhough I dont' talk to her I hope she is happy, well for the most part happy.