lots. and lots. and i loved it all
fucking bliss.
no. not really.
well. the greatest make.up sex on friday. it was amazing. and yum.
wednesday evan and i broke. i cried for so long. so fucking long.
fourty minutes. maybe an hour.
i guess that i am not the crying type. that was only when i got off the computer with him. cause. i was being a dick to him. i took a shower. bath. im not the shower type ither.
i dunked under the ice water. came up a couple seconds later gasping for breath and sobing. scratching my legs as hard as i could. but still being cautious not to break the skin. only it was broken for two days. after cold for a while i turned it hot as hot can go. burnt my feet. and sobbed even harder. screaming to myself all the while. "this isnt worth it. this isnt nothing" cold hot cold hot. until the hot ran out of the door and left me with freezing.
randi called. i think she called i went there. for pictures. or to make me feel better. played pictures. talked. movied. computered. then evan called. time for the break. right in the middle of a new set of clothes. so. i cried. he said his mum and eriks sister said that we should break up. so. we breaked. for three days. but. it only ended up being two. i guess. respent the night. spent the day with her mum. it was fun. and then i went home all better. to go see evan. and the amazing sex. yum. best ever. was home for a night. then shopped for five hours then bobby called and asked me over. mum said no. then jess called. and she said yes. so. i got here. we drove to the block... jess did. amazing frist day driving. block was fun. pritti boys. AND JESS FOUND GEOFF. he.s been lost for two years. and she found him. that was after we ditched curtis. then we went to in.n.out. found pritties there. randi wrote "you.re beautiful" on a peice of paper and had jess give it to him. and then we talked alot when we were done. it was weird. he was tall. but pritti. then to the gas station to get more gas. low and behold there were more pritties. we talked to them for a while. new some of them from places. it was fun. then back to the house and vanassa and nick were here for the party. then brett. then kyle and tim.
wow. tim. hmmm. had a crush on him for a long time. and him and naked and drunk dont mix. randi and i were in the shower. and he had to take a piss. so he came in [there are two other bathrooms in the house.] but he came in heard the shower going and opened the door to see who was in there. randi and i. then after twenty seconds he shut it. then opened it back again. he saw us naked. but. hmm.
off of him. and that. evan would kill me. but. it wasnt my fault.
i was one of two sober people there. nick was awesome. he cared. and was so nice. and was mellow. i liked him. hes a cool guy to hang out with. but. other than that. its today. and im going to randis. for the fourth. i guess. if we ever make it there. haha. yea.
ill await for what later brings.
goodday
no. not really.
well. the greatest make.up sex on friday. it was amazing. and yum.
wednesday evan and i broke. i cried for so long. so fucking long.
fourty minutes. maybe an hour.
i guess that i am not the crying type. that was only when i got off the computer with him. cause. i was being a dick to him. i took a shower. bath. im not the shower type ither.
i dunked under the ice water. came up a couple seconds later gasping for breath and sobing. scratching my legs as hard as i could. but still being cautious not to break the skin. only it was broken for two days. after cold for a while i turned it hot as hot can go. burnt my feet. and sobbed even harder. screaming to myself all the while. "this isnt worth it. this isnt nothing" cold hot cold hot. until the hot ran out of the door and left me with freezing.
randi called. i think she called i went there. for pictures. or to make me feel better. played pictures. talked. movied. computered. then evan called. time for the break. right in the middle of a new set of clothes. so. i cried. he said his mum and eriks sister said that we should break up. so. we breaked. for three days. but. it only ended up being two. i guess. respent the night. spent the day with her mum. it was fun. and then i went home all better. to go see evan. and the amazing sex. yum. best ever. was home for a night. then shopped for five hours then bobby called and asked me over. mum said no. then jess called. and she said yes. so. i got here. we drove to the block... jess did. amazing frist day driving. block was fun. pritti boys. AND JESS FOUND GEOFF. he.s been lost for two years. and she found him. that was after we ditched curtis. then we went to in.n.out. found pritties there. randi wrote "you.re beautiful" on a peice of paper and had jess give it to him. and then we talked alot when we were done. it was weird. he was tall. but pritti. then to the gas station to get more gas. low and behold there were more pritties. we talked to them for a while. new some of them from places. it was fun. then back to the house and vanassa and nick were here for the party. then brett. then kyle and tim.
wow. tim. hmmm. had a crush on him for a long time. and him and naked and drunk dont mix. randi and i were in the shower. and he had to take a piss. so he came in [there are two other bathrooms in the house.] but he came in heard the shower going and opened the door to see who was in there. randi and i. then after twenty seconds he shut it. then opened it back again. he saw us naked. but. hmm.
off of him. and that. evan would kill me. but. it wasnt my fault.
i was one of two sober people there. nick was awesome. he cared. and was so nice. and was mellow. i liked him. hes a cool guy to hang out with. but. other than that. its today. and im going to randis. for the fourth. i guess. if we ever make it there. haha. yea.
ill await for what later brings.
goodday