same ol' bullshit.
yeah, yeah, bored & lonely. what else is new?
as the distance between my dream world, reality and myself thickens, i find myself becoming more passive and less optimistic. this is all i need, because i've dealt with enough shit this year alone between my ex and my family. it's making it worse; making me wonder what the hell i did, trying to make sense out of why they've given me problems. and i can't. my head is spinning, i can't reason with myself and i'm falling apart.
i should stop bitching and find something to live for. i'm sick of waiting for that something to come to me.
as the distance between my dream world, reality and myself thickens, i find myself becoming more passive and less optimistic. this is all i need, because i've dealt with enough shit this year alone between my ex and my family. it's making it worse; making me wonder what the hell i did, trying to make sense out of why they've given me problems. and i can't. my head is spinning, i can't reason with myself and i'm falling apart.
i should stop bitching and find something to live for. i'm sick of waiting for that something to come to me.