I honestly want to die

Dec 09, 2006 21:15

Mark broke up with me.

I mean, telling him he could fuck other girls, and telling him he could date other girls

isnt enough.

Damn. I told myself i wouldnt have my heart broken.

I told myself i was in control.

Its like everything else, i get distracted by things and before i know it my hearts all wrapped up around something impossible.

My mom hates him now. She thought it was suspicious that once i asked him to come here, he broke up with me.

Whatever i dont deserve him i dont think. I hate this shit, i want to die.

I want to not care.

I want to be strong, and not seem like the pathetic shit that needs a boyfriend.

Fuck it. He called me PSYCHO.

HOW CAN I BE A PSYCHO GIRLFRIEND, IM 2000 MILES AWAY!!

I hate it when people call me crazy, and he knows it too.

I guess i am crazy.

Im sorry.
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