Dec 09, 2006 21:15
Mark broke up with me.
I mean, telling him he could fuck other girls, and telling him he could date other girls
isnt enough.
Damn. I told myself i wouldnt have my heart broken.
I told myself i was in control.
Its like everything else, i get distracted by things and before i know it my hearts all wrapped up around something impossible.
My mom hates him now. She thought it was suspicious that once i asked him to come here, he broke up with me.
Whatever i dont deserve him i dont think. I hate this shit, i want to die.
I want to not care.
I want to be strong, and not seem like the pathetic shit that needs a boyfriend.
Fuck it. He called me PSYCHO.
HOW CAN I BE A PSYCHO GIRLFRIEND, IM 2000 MILES AWAY!!
I hate it when people call me crazy, and he knows it too.
I guess i am crazy.
Im sorry.