Tired out
FUCK. I just finished school and now I have to go to Summer School for 4 weeks. I didn't fail or anything, I just chose to take AP Government to get ahead >_< Well, I've already finished one week and I only need 3 more weeks to go WOOHOO! Damn, it's still friday. I wanna go party with my friends already. They are one of the only things in my life that help me stay sane. If I didn't have them, my guitar, and my music... I'd have nothing to live for. :( I sometimes feel like my life is meaningless and I don't belong here...but they convince me through their friendship to stay. I never wanted to tell anyone else, even my closest friends about my problems, because I never wanted to bother them with my pathetic obstacles in life. A friend of mine convinced me to come here, and I have heard that writing in a journal can take away some of the pain in a person's life. Well, i wanna try it out... I just hope that it works soon. I have kept so many of my problems as secrets that they have grown into bigger demons and are working on their never ending quest to corrupt my life and push me to the brink of ending it myself. I probably won't start writing more personally until i get more used to this, but until then I still have my friends and the weekend. Hell Yeah!