I tried to laugh but cried instead
So let me see what's happened since I last updated... I got my wisdom teeth out, still got the bruises on my cheeks, hopefully they'll go away soon. Lindseys and my parents went away for a couple nights, had some fun. There's still bats in my house, though my dad may have killed them yesterday, we're not quite sure yet. Until we find out though, I'm sleeping on the couch. I'm not taking anymore chances.
The other night me Linds and Amy went to the Dakota show in Fitchburg. It was fun, met some cool kids and had a lot of good laughs with those girls. I'm glad we got to hang out with Amy a lot this summer, she's a really cool girl. We went to her house last night and played some poker and spoons.
I have to go to work in a couple hours. I feel like I live there lately. 10 hour shift on Saturday and an 8 hour shift yesterday, going back for only 7 hours today. Hopefully we do something after I get out.
I've been thinking a lot lately. I only have one year left with my friends. That's really not a whole lot of time. Especially since we're all so busy with sports, band, school, work and all that jazz. But it's senior year, we're gunna have to live it up. I do love all my friends so much and I want to get as many memories as I can into this year. I'm looking forward to it. It'll be good.
Also, I feel like I've lost a few friends that I wish I hadn't. I miss last summer and hanging out with the boys and going to frisbee games at the chair. But I guess that's just nostalgia. Then there's the one person in particular that I wish would still want to be friends with me but whenever I let that person know that I miss their friendship, they apologize but don't really seem to care because nothing ever changes. I'm starting to realize that it's somewhat hopeless. I guess if they miss my friendship then they'll come back to me because lord knows I've tried, and they know how I feel, I've told them more than once, they can do with it what they want.
Hmm, I just wrote another bunch of stuff, but I erased it because I don't really think I should put it in here. Just personal stuff that none of you would really care abotu reading anyways. I think I'm done now, gotta go get lunch and shower before work.
later lj
The other night me Linds and Amy went to the Dakota show in Fitchburg. It was fun, met some cool kids and had a lot of good laughs with those girls. I'm glad we got to hang out with Amy a lot this summer, she's a really cool girl. We went to her house last night and played some poker and spoons.
I have to go to work in a couple hours. I feel like I live there lately. 10 hour shift on Saturday and an 8 hour shift yesterday, going back for only 7 hours today. Hopefully we do something after I get out.
I've been thinking a lot lately. I only have one year left with my friends. That's really not a whole lot of time. Especially since we're all so busy with sports, band, school, work and all that jazz. But it's senior year, we're gunna have to live it up. I do love all my friends so much and I want to get as many memories as I can into this year. I'm looking forward to it. It'll be good.
Also, I feel like I've lost a few friends that I wish I hadn't. I miss last summer and hanging out with the boys and going to frisbee games at the chair. But I guess that's just nostalgia. Then there's the one person in particular that I wish would still want to be friends with me but whenever I let that person know that I miss their friendship, they apologize but don't really seem to care because nothing ever changes. I'm starting to realize that it's somewhat hopeless. I guess if they miss my friendship then they'll come back to me because lord knows I've tried, and they know how I feel, I've told them more than once, they can do with it what they want.
Hmm, I just wrote another bunch of stuff, but I erased it because I don't really think I should put it in here. Just personal stuff that none of you would really care abotu reading anyways. I think I'm done now, gotta go get lunch and shower before work.
later lj