sux to be me
yesh i am never going to be happy...
my parents have told me that i either go into the army or they will kill me dead... i wouldn't mind usually but i have a huge problem with everything about the army. that made no sense, but anyway it will kill my creativity, hense my writing dies... not to mention i was hoping next year to move to this place where i have friends ( me...with friends...HA!) and a beautiful girl who i cant stop thinking of that i can give my poems to and stuff...but no. instead i get to go be yelled at for no reason and then at night be beat for crying and stuff. well im emo and that is what i do. i dont know what i will do...
EVERYONE MUST SEE THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST!!!
well with karoothers gone i am left with no one to vent with...i wish i could vent with a particular someone... but i suck at life to much.
the only pick up to my life is that my dad is paying for my comp. HEHE!!! i pick that up this week. and i got a new job at a music store in the mall and i am getting a cell phone...why i don't know cuz i never talk to anyone except...well anyway all the cool kids are doing it so i guess i will to.
soon it will all be over...school...people...and sadley me being me...i will have to be who everyone else wants me to be and sadley i would rather be dead. im not that lucky though...i know there are people worse off, but i still suck at life. i would rather be extremly poor and a hobo than be forced to conform...
see you next time, space cowboy
my parents have told me that i either go into the army or they will kill me dead... i wouldn't mind usually but i have a huge problem with everything about the army. that made no sense, but anyway it will kill my creativity, hense my writing dies... not to mention i was hoping next year to move to this place where i have friends ( me...with friends...HA!) and a beautiful girl who i cant stop thinking of that i can give my poems to and stuff...but no. instead i get to go be yelled at for no reason and then at night be beat for crying and stuff. well im emo and that is what i do. i dont know what i will do...
EVERYONE MUST SEE THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST!!!
well with karoothers gone i am left with no one to vent with...i wish i could vent with a particular someone... but i suck at life to much.
the only pick up to my life is that my dad is paying for my comp. HEHE!!! i pick that up this week. and i got a new job at a music store in the mall and i am getting a cell phone...why i don't know cuz i never talk to anyone except...well anyway all the cool kids are doing it so i guess i will to.
soon it will all be over...school...people...and sadley me being me...i will have to be who everyone else wants me to be and sadley i would rather be dead. im not that lucky though...i know there are people worse off, but i still suck at life. i would rather be extremly poor and a hobo than be forced to conform...
see you next time, space cowboy