yippeeeeeee...oh wait...ah crap!!!!

[xamongxdeadx]

threee day weekend!!!! of course it was at the expense of excrutiating pain....stupid food poisoning. all would have been fine had i taken some medicen, but i am straight edge alas...and cannot break my vow to never take medications. other than that it was a top knotch day. i gained some sanity back, but i lost my will to move. in six years, what will i do, what will i have, will i still be alone.... that is all i can think about. i am tired of living for the now. but i know that the second i start thinking and planning, all will fail. life sucks and i suck at it....

see you next time, space cowboy