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I've been having an easier time with... being comfortable leaving my eye exposed. I suppose I would not mind a patch as the bandages tend to itch, but I haven't the energy to go and get it. Something about the cold leaves me sluggish. She always said I slept more in the winter time.
Attempting to quit smoking for Kamui's sake is difficult. Though, I am trying.
I wonder why his being here and then leaving still afflicts me even now. He's gone, why should I worry? Why should I even think about him? I think about him... about them both everyday. I have some spite towards this world. There are people here that should be dead in their own worlds... and I wonder why it cannot bring her to me again.
For now... I've just tried distracting myself with Kamui's presence. I... feel like what I used to be with him by my side.
Matsumoto-san, Raine-san, I recalled charms my grandmother had made for my mother when Hokuto-chan and I were both born. They are meant to promote the health and wellbeing of newborns. I managed to find the same items that were kept at the shrine and I have made you each one, if you would like them. Yes I do have an abundance of time on my hands spent trying not so smoke an entire pack of cigarettes all at once. Urges are difficult to deal with.
Attempting to quit smoking for Kamui's sake is difficult. Though, I am trying.
I wonder why his being here and then leaving still afflicts me even now. He's gone, why should I worry? Why should I even think about him? I think about him... about them both everyday. I have some spite towards this world. There are people here that should be dead in their own worlds... and I wonder why it cannot bring her to me again.
For now... I've just tried distracting myself with Kamui's presence. I... feel like what I used to be with him by my side.
Matsumoto-san, Raine-san, I recalled charms my grandmother had made for my mother when Hokuto-chan and I were both born. They are meant to promote the health and wellbeing of newborns. I managed to find the same items that were kept at the shrine and I have made you each one, if you would like them. Yes I do have an abundance of time on my hands spent trying not so smoke an entire pack of cigarettes all at once. Urges are difficult to deal with.