..what the fuck..

[xamirdiesx]

I hate when people sell out and can't accept responsibility for it. It's ok. Just say, you know I couldn't do it anymore. Or my heart was never in it. But they cop out and go into some shit about how straight edge is just some label that people use to make themselves feel better than other people, which to me is complete bullshit. Because these people weren't saying that when they were claiming edge. Now they suddenly don't want that "label". Are you going to start eating meat b/c you don't want the vegetarian "label". Fucking lame, you could have atleast had the respect for me to tell me. Shit you've known me for 6 years, but I get to find out from someone you barely know. Awesome. And then you lie about it when I ask you, nice. It feels great. People change and yeah I understand all that shit, but it's still fucking wack. Why give it all up for a fucking night of drinking with someone who obviously doesn't care enough about you to keep in contact. I'm so bummed out, and you don't have to lose sleep b/c I will. Even though it's obvious I shouldn't.

"I support your decision I believe in change, and hope you find just what it is that you are looking for, but when you sit around and talk shit about everything that you once based your whole life on, that is where you can count me out."