its time.
i can't wait to go to Bristol. I seriously need to let my hair down and have fun. No one cares for me now, so i can do whatever i like. I friggin don't care anymore. I'm tired. I am just so tired. Not that i'm not enjoying myself here in Oxford, but its gonna be a different scene in Bristol. I will get to know new people from all over the world and i get to improve my social skills. I just need to let go the pain inside of me and I need to shed away the fear of getting to know new people.
Loneliness is a terrible feeling. But i guess it will be alright once you're used to it. So when will it be? Ok sabar sabar..
someone : cari mat salleh jela mira.
me : boleh je cari, the problem is whether they want me or not.
someone : ha nanti dtg Bristol pilih je mane nak.
me : pergh gila syok cmtu, cm pilih baju. but if dorg tanak i, u tanggung eh my misery!
someone : hahahaha.
ibu pun satu jugak. sibuk suh cari mat salleh. mmg la sng nk cari mata biru ni--merata rata, but then its up to them la they want or dont want. if i want, but they're not interested how la. plus im not hot for them to usya2 me pun okay..
so bottom line, malay guys still on top of my list. so silakan my darlings, bukak mata and look out for single guys! :-)
Loneliness is a terrible feeling. But i guess it will be alright once you're used to it. So when will it be? Ok sabar sabar..
someone : cari mat salleh jela mira.
me : boleh je cari, the problem is whether they want me or not.
someone : ha nanti dtg Bristol pilih je mane nak.
me : pergh gila syok cmtu, cm pilih baju. but if dorg tanak i, u tanggung eh my misery!
someone : hahahaha.
ibu pun satu jugak. sibuk suh cari mat salleh. mmg la sng nk cari mata biru ni--merata rata, but then its up to them la they want or dont want. if i want, but they're not interested how la. plus im not hot for them to usya2 me pun okay..
so bottom line, malay guys still on top of my list. so silakan my darlings, bukak mata and look out for single guys! :-)