21.05.2009
Today is my one and only baby sister's birthday and she turns 20. Naadira is one of the strongest girls i know. She has been thru a lot and believe me when i say A LOT. This is the first time ever we've been apart for so long. Well yeah she was in Segamat before for a whole semester, but that doesn't count. Now i really do know how much a person means to me once you're apart from them.
Just like other sisters, we fight, we scream to each other, we say things we regretted later on, we hate each other (heehee) and we disagree on almost everything! But since we've been far apart, somehow i felt empty. She has always been there for me, she gives advises as if she's the older sister, she takes care of me when i'm depressed, she knows how to make me feel better even though sometimes all the time she a bit blurlblur like that. lol
When we were in high school, most people came up to me and asked "Naadira tu your sis eh?"; it should be the other way round coz i'm the older one! :-P yeah but she has always been the popular one in school. She dates the senior guys, she knows people from my batch and juniors look up to her. She was in the top classes, she represented the school for sports and she was very active in almost everything. Just name 'em, dancing-lah, cheerleading-lah, what else eh Nad? Can't remember already lah, banyak sangat. hehe. All the teachers know her and they adored her. Basically, you can say that she fits the description of an all-rounder. I was so proud to be known as "Naadira's sis" coz indirectly i got to jadi famous jugak! haha.
I could still remember those days when you were in Form 1, i was in Form 3 and we were in the same U-15 handball team. At that time you were the goalie and i could still remember you threw the ball passed the halfway mark of the field to me and the rest was history (cheh! berlagak ni) kankan. haha. Cikgu Azlin literally asked you to just throw the ball straight to me sebab tanak buang masa kan. kesian the other players. huhu. You were such a great goalie time tu and then when you were in Form 2 and i was in Form 4, we were in different teams. At that time you were the star player; you played forward and yet again you were awesome! See how good you were kakngah oii? Till now i could still remember you jump-shoot or campak bola tu dari jauh-- ape tah name lupa dah. Wait, masa kiteorg in the same team, did we win any medals? Masa tu we kalah quaters eh dengan shah alam's sports school tu eh? apa tah nama skolah tu. eh jap ke we didn't qualify pun? sigh i can't remember. how i wish that time dah popular with video cams and all. rugirugi. Anyhoo, then i graduated high school, you changed to another school in Form 4. Yet again, you became famous in that school and you were the star player AGAIN for their handball team. Adik ku sangat lah terer.
Then you had to leave for uni. Segamat, how far away from home. Tapi that time kaklong tersangatlah happy coz you'll be gone and i don't have to tambah my dosa by screaming and fighting with you through the toilet doors; plus i have the toilet to myself! haha. But when you were in Segamat, i felt the emptiness although not as bad as i feel now. You came back home almost every weekend but we rarely spend quality time with each other coz masing2 sibuk dengan hal sendiri. We rarely text or talk to each on the phone as well, probably we weren't that close as we thought we were. Then came the phone call i could never ever forget; your bestfriend called me and told me you were in the hospital. I was stunned, coz the last weekend you were back home; we spent time together with Man and Amad, remember? Ayah and ibu were outstation somewhere and we were hanging out together kat Desa-- and you were suppose to come back home the following weekend as we had plans to go somewhere but i could not remember where to.
The memories of me and the whole family waiting for you all the way from Segamat at the emergency ward-- still fresh in my mind. Seeing your face, you were holding back your tears when you saw us; that broke my heart into pieces. You still wanted to be strong for us and you didn't want us to worry about you. All you could do at that time was move your eyes and talk slowly. I couldn't bear to see you in that condition at that time. I felt weak but i was scared to show you how terrified i was. All i could do was smile and kept on reminding you that you would be ok. The next few days were just terrible. It was really heartbreaking seeing you on the bed and could not do anything, But you still managed to smile and laugh when people came to see you. You had loads of visitors; that showed how much people love and adore you nad. Sampaikan, the nurses rimas tengok all the flowers and presents kan? haha. I remembered when you were in surgery, we waited for you till you came out. I can never explain to you how my feelings were at that time. I was terrified, heck it was more than terrifying. When you finally came out and i saw you, i felt like hugging you instantly and tears came down my face. It was the most horrible feeling ever. But Alhamdulillah everything went well and bersyukur sangat now you dah lasak like before, although dah tak boleh se-lasak-- kickboxing-- dulu lah kan. Still, i am very grateful to God till now that you're okay.
Now a year passed by, and i love you more and more each day. Being far apart taught me not to take anything for granted. How i miss the time we spent together although we rarely go out just the two of us. But the fighting is the part i miss the most, and i know you do too. :-P oh and pillow talk session bila duadua ada masalah with the opposite gender. haha.
Naadira, you've grown into such a matured young lady and most of the time its as if i'm the younger one. You know when to say the right words at the right time just like ayah walaupun kakngah boleh tahan gak blur macam ayah juga. hehe. You are definitely stronger and matured compared to me; no arguments there. I miss your temper(haha!) the most actually! takut okayyyyyy. No one can ever replace your place as my little sister, you're the perfect sister for me. I love you naadira, always and forever. Thank you for everything and i'm sorry for the hurtful things i said to you in the past. We start a new chapter ok since kakngah dah 20 now. hehe.
I love you kakngah with all my heart. Happy 20th birthday little sister. May Allah bless you in everything you do and may your wishes come true. You are my hero, my inspiration.
Here are some pictures to remind us how "different" people we were back then compared to now. Tapi kakngah maintain je the hot-ness dari dulu till now. ;-)
2005 i think; Sabah trip.
2006
2007; Vietnam trip.
2008 pictures;
i just love this pic with Eshan <33
ayah the p.ramlee clone..hehe
the latest picture of the 3 of us..
at the airport..
*******************************************************************
yes nad, you are my rockstar!!
xxxx
Just like other sisters, we fight, we scream to each other, we say things we regretted later on, we hate each other (heehee) and we disagree on almost everything! But since we've been far apart, somehow i felt empty. She has always been there for me, she gives advises as if she's the older sister, she takes care of me when i'm depressed, she knows how to make me feel better even though sometimes all the time she a bit blurlblur like that. lol
When we were in high school, most people came up to me and asked "Naadira tu your sis eh?"; it should be the other way round coz i'm the older one! :-P yeah but she has always been the popular one in school. She dates the senior guys, she knows people from my batch and juniors look up to her. She was in the top classes, she represented the school for sports and she was very active in almost everything. Just name 'em, dancing-lah, cheerleading-lah, what else eh Nad? Can't remember already lah, banyak sangat. hehe. All the teachers know her and they adored her. Basically, you can say that she fits the description of an all-rounder. I was so proud to be known as "Naadira's sis" coz indirectly i got to jadi famous jugak! haha.
I could still remember those days when you were in Form 1, i was in Form 3 and we were in the same U-15 handball team. At that time you were the goalie and i could still remember you threw the ball passed the halfway mark of the field to me and the rest was history (cheh! berlagak ni) kankan. haha. Cikgu Azlin literally asked you to just throw the ball straight to me sebab tanak buang masa kan. kesian the other players. huhu. You were such a great goalie time tu and then when you were in Form 2 and i was in Form 4, we were in different teams. At that time you were the star player; you played forward and yet again you were awesome! See how good you were kakngah oii? Till now i could still remember you jump-shoot or campak bola tu dari jauh-- ape tah name lupa dah. Wait, masa kiteorg in the same team, did we win any medals? Masa tu we kalah quaters eh dengan shah alam's sports school tu eh? apa tah nama skolah tu. eh jap ke we didn't qualify pun? sigh i can't remember. how i wish that time dah popular with video cams and all. rugirugi. Anyhoo, then i graduated high school, you changed to another school in Form 4. Yet again, you became famous in that school and you were the star player AGAIN for their handball team. Adik ku sangat lah terer.
Then you had to leave for uni. Segamat, how far away from home. Tapi that time kaklong tersangatlah happy coz you'll be gone and i don't have to tambah my dosa by screaming and fighting with you through the toilet doors; plus i have the toilet to myself! haha. But when you were in Segamat, i felt the emptiness although not as bad as i feel now. You came back home almost every weekend but we rarely spend quality time with each other coz masing2 sibuk dengan hal sendiri. We rarely text or talk to each on the phone as well, probably we weren't that close as we thought we were. Then came the phone call i could never ever forget; your bestfriend called me and told me you were in the hospital. I was stunned, coz the last weekend you were back home; we spent time together with Man and Amad, remember? Ayah and ibu were outstation somewhere and we were hanging out together kat Desa-- and you were suppose to come back home the following weekend as we had plans to go somewhere but i could not remember where to.
The memories of me and the whole family waiting for you all the way from Segamat at the emergency ward-- still fresh in my mind. Seeing your face, you were holding back your tears when you saw us; that broke my heart into pieces. You still wanted to be strong for us and you didn't want us to worry about you. All you could do at that time was move your eyes and talk slowly. I couldn't bear to see you in that condition at that time. I felt weak but i was scared to show you how terrified i was. All i could do was smile and kept on reminding you that you would be ok. The next few days were just terrible. It was really heartbreaking seeing you on the bed and could not do anything, But you still managed to smile and laugh when people came to see you. You had loads of visitors; that showed how much people love and adore you nad. Sampaikan, the nurses rimas tengok all the flowers and presents kan? haha. I remembered when you were in surgery, we waited for you till you came out. I can never explain to you how my feelings were at that time. I was terrified, heck it was more than terrifying. When you finally came out and i saw you, i felt like hugging you instantly and tears came down my face. It was the most horrible feeling ever. But Alhamdulillah everything went well and bersyukur sangat now you dah lasak like before, although dah tak boleh se-lasak-- kickboxing-- dulu lah kan. Still, i am very grateful to God till now that you're okay.
Now a year passed by, and i love you more and more each day. Being far apart taught me not to take anything for granted. How i miss the time we spent together although we rarely go out just the two of us. But the fighting is the part i miss the most, and i know you do too. :-P oh and pillow talk session bila duadua ada masalah with the opposite gender. haha.
Naadira, you've grown into such a matured young lady and most of the time its as if i'm the younger one. You know when to say the right words at the right time just like ayah walaupun kakngah boleh tahan gak blur macam ayah juga. hehe. You are definitely stronger and matured compared to me; no arguments there. I miss your temper(haha!) the most actually! takut okayyyyyy. No one can ever replace your place as my little sister, you're the perfect sister for me. I love you naadira, always and forever. Thank you for everything and i'm sorry for the hurtful things i said to you in the past. We start a new chapter ok since kakngah dah 20 now. hehe.
I love you kakngah with all my heart. Happy 20th birthday little sister. May Allah bless you in everything you do and may your wishes come true. You are my hero, my inspiration.
Here are some pictures to remind us how "different" people we were back then compared to now. Tapi kakngah maintain je the hot-ness dari dulu till now. ;-)
2005 i think; Sabah trip.
2006
2007; Vietnam trip.
2008 pictures;
i just love this pic with Eshan <33
ayah the p.ramlee clone..hehe
the latest picture of the 3 of us..
at the airport..
*******************************************************************
yes nad, you are my rockstar!!
xxxx