May 17, 2009 13:22
what's the purpose of you finding me? texting my friends, ym-ing, msn-ing and trying to skype with me? motif kau? nak berlagak ngan pompuan baru? oi motif?! pathetic. sumpah pathetic. i will not be your safety net anymore. pergila mampus if i've got someone new or wutsoever. its not your fcuking biz. memang aku balik kl, aku takkan jumpa kau or "terserempak" ngn kau la ok. i've got better things to do.
so just stop doing all this. if only i've got an older brother, memang mampus kau kene pijak bodoh. you're with her right now but you're thinking of me. watta shit boy? you're the one who left me in the first place remember?
you said i langsi dengan you. so what? i'm not yours anymore, i can act however i want. don't act nice and sweet-talk me la babe. it worked once before but i'm pretty sure it won't work anymore. parents warned me already, i'm not going against them this time. you screwed up the friendship and now you want things to be normal again? now you know you lost a good friend, i don't give a shit if you say i'm being cocky, because deep down you are regretting it now. we'll see how far you can go. prolly you'll marry her, good for you. you guys deserve each other.
i stopped all connections between my family and yours. so can you now stop your connection with me? i told you lotsa times, i don't wanna be friends with you anymore. i don't wanna start a whole new drama with your chick. don't start with me, jangan sampai i betul2 can't stand you. i've kept to myself all these years, you wouldn't want me to let it all go now would ya? so just stop. its that simple. tak payah nak sibuksibuk or susahsusah nak cari i once i'm in kl. don't come down to subang or you'll definitely get it. don't worry, i will never step to your area lagi. setakat kau hebat kat mali je, takyah nak poyo eh pls. banyak lagi tempat makan and shisha sedap.
remember you made me like this;
you made me hate you.
you are the reason i'm pushing others away from me.
you made me scared to fall for someone again.
this scar is from you.
you made me heartless.
and don't worry, i'm not into revenges. i believe God will pay you for what you did. i've always believed in karma and you know that. i can't wait for that day, so meanwhile, just leave me alone. pls, just stop. i'm tired. betul saya dah tak larat lah awak. just be happy with your life, and don't ever again tell me to "chill".
don't under estimate me. you'll be surprised what i'm capable of doing.
ps: someone pls do me a favor, print this and give it to him. bagi dia dictionary sekali.