let's start fresh

May 05, 2009 17:58

a lot of things has been going on this past few weeks, its really tiring. and i think my family and friends are beginning to feel tired as well listening to my complaints, whines and my crying. this has got to end, NOW.

as for now, i just have to focus on my studies. the future can wait.

and on a totally different note, my heart is now made out of steel with steel prison-like bars guarding around it. no one can ever get through, i am sure.

random note: when someone cheated you once, he/she will definitely do it again. trust this when you hear from anyone, because it is the truth. trust me, trust them. don't trust the cheater. once a cheater, will forever be one.

im not saying this coz im mad, im saying this coz now i feel like a fool as i did not listen to what my peers once told me before. i gave a second chance when i shouldn't have. so now the blame is on me. i've learned my lessons and im not gonna repeat the mistakes i did ever again, insyaAllah.

turning 22 is the perfect time to change into a new better person. improve my flaws and learn new things from other people. relationship is a risk ure willing to take and its not just plain fun.

i am moving on slowly although i would love to get all of this over and done with. 2 months to go, can't wait!
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