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I think I jinxed myself when I said "i'm having such a better day today" to Brittany in gym class. Because my day was going pretty good. I did well on my accounting test and spanish was easy. I laughed the whole time in gym and almost killed Brittany like 5 times. So I went to physics thinking that it would be a decent time like it always is. And we start to go over homework and he's like "Cassandra, go up to the board" which is normally fine. Because I love going up to the board. But today, because the world seems to hate me lately, Mr. Fishel was a complete jerk to me the whole time. I didn't understand the problem to begin with, and then he's making me feel like a complete idiot saying things like "you don't know that??!!??." I was ready to cry. I was so embarassed. That like, completely shot down any self esteem that I had left. Or confidence in that class. At the end of class, he was sitting next to me and he slid this index card under my book and I looked at it and it said "sorry for being a freek." which was funny but still. He was nicer at the end of class cuz I think he realized that he was being a jerk. I hate it when he's mean, but I still love that man. And from there, I'm just in a bad mood all over again. And then I got home and there was no letter so then I was like "forget it. There's no hope to making this day any better."

But on a lighter note. Well. not really. But I'm going shopping tonight which I guess is good. Getting clothes always makes me feel a bit better for some reason. Knowing my luck, I probably won't find anything. I just need to snap out of this because feeling sad is not healthy. Thanks for talking to me Brittany, you made me feel better about that whole situation. Now I just need to talk to Kaleigh. She always makes me feel better because all we do is laugh. And I need that.