just to make it CLEAR to everyone...i HATE my life. hehe=my nervous laugh.
These past couple of days my mom has woken me up because I've been screaming in my sleep.Every time that I do that, it's because there's something going on that i don't understand or know about.(?) I think that I've buried my emotions too deep to know what I'm feeling, and that comes out in my sleep. My mom stood over me this morning, listening to me cry and say, "i'm so sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you...please want me, i'm sorry!!" yeah, that's only SLIGHTLY strange, and (as carter says) "that would scare me"
Anyways. I really don't want to annoy everyone because I have it so "good" so...I guess I just won't say anything anymore. I don't mean to complain all the time about nothing. I just, i dunno. wanted to try telling people for once. buuuut, no one cares! hah. sooooo today my mom got me a pair of HOT pants from hot topic, even though i haven't lost my 10 pounds yet, i know i will. I also got Toxicity-System of a Down...so that's cool. then I paid dani 3 dollars back (out of 10 dollars that i owe her) anyways...happy birthday, taylor. i hope you had a good day.
Anyways. I really don't want to annoy everyone because I have it so "good" so...I guess I just won't say anything anymore. I don't mean to complain all the time about nothing. I just, i dunno. wanted to try telling people for once. buuuut, no one cares! hah. sooooo today my mom got me a pair of HOT pants from hot topic, even though i haven't lost my 10 pounds yet, i know i will. I also got Toxicity-System of a Down...so that's cool. then I paid dani 3 dollars back (out of 10 dollars that i owe her) anyways...happy birthday, taylor. i hope you had a good day.