But I still feel you despite your tombstone
Ahh, long time no write. I have a 4 day weekend this weekend! Yes!
My crush David told me he loved me. Not a good move. I'm getting kinda freaked out, and I think I can't go through with going out with him. And everyone's gonna hate me because I'm going to supposedly break his heart. I just told him I liked him, that's all. I just don't see anything more; it's not that we don't have stuff in common, it's just weird around him I guess. And I don't think I can really date someone my age; I need an older guy to make a relationship work I think. So I dunno what I'm gonna do without pissing him and everyone else off.
Josh called me twice yesterday. He was really drunk and just talked to me for like an hour and a half. It was cool. He's coming home tomorrow and we're hanging out tomorrow night. He also called to just thank me for being the only person who really cares about him back home and for just being there for him. And then he told me alot of stuff about how he felt about us still. It's really confusing...o well.
I wonder what I'm going to do tonight...we might be getting a hotel room this weekend =)
My crush David told me he loved me. Not a good move. I'm getting kinda freaked out, and I think I can't go through with going out with him. And everyone's gonna hate me because I'm going to supposedly break his heart. I just told him I liked him, that's all. I just don't see anything more; it's not that we don't have stuff in common, it's just weird around him I guess. And I don't think I can really date someone my age; I need an older guy to make a relationship work I think. So I dunno what I'm gonna do without pissing him and everyone else off.
Josh called me twice yesterday. He was really drunk and just talked to me for like an hour and a half. It was cool. He's coming home tomorrow and we're hanging out tomorrow night. He also called to just thank me for being the only person who really cares about him back home and for just being there for him. And then he told me alot of stuff about how he felt about us still. It's really confusing...o well.
I wonder what I'm going to do tonight...we might be getting a hotel room this weekend =)