And how's it gonna be When you don't know me anymore
Man, whaddya know? Josh and Bern hung out and ditched their potential plans with me. What a surprise. I'm not standing for this anymore. Tomorrow, Josh will get his talking to and Bern will get hers. I doubt either of them will be my friends anymore unless they really want to be. Because it'll require alot of change on their parts. O well. I cried so long today and I really think I'm depressed. But no one really believes me. But that's ok. And anorexia has crept into the picture again. I really can't eat anymore or else I feel so guilty and fat and it sucks. I tried to get myself eating again today but I felt so sick. I lost 4 pounds in a matter of a day, and I'm not even skinny yet, I'm still normal, but I guess that's still not healthy. I've almost passed out a few times, but that's nothing new either. O well, I'm going to go occupy myself.