Jan 20, 2007 09:34
Life
I'm growing as person. I know and imbrace it. I can feel myself becoming more confident and independant.
I've learned that I cannot control anything. I really can't. I can contribute to conflicts or situations , but in the end god will sort it out.
I'm loosing the will to continue some behaviors only because I'm the only one trying. Its sad too. Yet, again another situation where I need to leave it alone and if let god sort it out. It still hurts because I take it personal.
I did however get a reality check earlier this week. Seems I'm not the only one in this same crazy state.
Maybe something will work out there.
Went to David's party tonight. He was drunk and introduced me to everyone something like this "this is Andrea. She's the best business woman at GSU and she will make millions" I almost shit my pants. But I did smile and crack a joke about how drunk he was. ha ha queers...
Interpol pretty much owns my CD players..the end
I'm going shoe shopping