Mar 12, 2009 23:31
as i sit here and watch you i wish i could hold the moment in my arms forever i don't KNOW what to say anymore please let us go or i might die i wish i could be who you want BECAUSE i can't logic will break your heart you know my greatest fear is being inadequate and I DON'T know what to do i just wish the world didn't NEED you so badly and my heart breaks for everything i want to be able to write down how guitar riffs MAKE me feel CAN'T this last forever? nothing lasts forever please stop closing your eyes this is more important to me than YOU know you're turning me on but i hate you it's just so hard to get around being near you so go fuck yourself i cannot grasp the truth anymore STOP making me smile i hate my best friends i'm laughing too hard why can't i stop i love going to bed late because of you i wish i could bottle up people's scents so i would never have to forget THEM so what do you say? i have a feeling you've forgotten everything I REMEMBER i don't understand how confusing you are i once met a girl with butterfly wings but she died ...
Written for my final visual culture piece, and inspired by...quite a lot of things.
My birthday was nice. I wish I'd gotten the package my family sent, though. I hope I get it tomorrow.
Thank you again to everyone who wished me a good day. :)
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