to kill the whitest looking dove, to everything i love
um. saturday i worked. then i went looking for a costume/dress for my halloween costume (sally from the nightmare before christmas). i saw zac foster there with kaycee and her boyfriend. and i also saw emily and tara. i didnt find a dress but i ended up at friendlys afterwards. then i came home and watched the nightmare before christmas. my movie only is screwed up in one scene. i need a new one but my old one will do for now.
sunday was halloween. i worked till 2. zac came in with his ems buddies. he looked too cute in his little uniform. then they left cause they got a call or whatever. and then i came home. me and my mom went out looking for stockings for my costume. we went to target at which i ran into emily and tara AGAIN. cause i stalk them and what not. ha. thwn i came home and kevy poo called me. then i got my costume on and kevy poo came over. then we went to kyles house with kyle and justin. then eventually bev and britt came. then we went jumping on the trampoline. then we went trick or treating. it was cool i guess. britt and her friend left eventually. we saw mike and kurt and jeff and matt po and kate and kate. i love mike. anyway. me and bev talked. me and kyle talked. kevy was hurt from his car and i felt bad cause it was halloween and he was hurting. we eventually walked back to justins and my dad was there already so me and kevy left. i got home, washed my face. and got in bed. i was going ot call bev but my sister was on the phone cause shes a hoooeeee.
today wasnt a good day for me. i when its sunny out. it makes me tired and gives me headaches and makes my eyes hurt. i didnt feel like brishing my hair so i put my head in water and put gel in it and make it wavy. it feels like straw now so i have to make my hair whismical in the shower tonight. i went to the library today and got a book about sylvia plath.. shes my favorite poet. its called "letters to home". i guess its cool because i like reading about peoples lives and its just a bunch of letters to home that she wrote about how things were going and stuff. im only like 10 pages into it but it was cool. i got a new library card cause after brent and jay and scott used it for making lines or wahtever with their ... jess got it and burned it. that was fun. im really cold. i think im going to write about how i feel now.. you dont have to read it cause a lot of it is stupid stuff no one thinks about but me.
i love october and november.. and its now november.
i love how we have thursday and friday off.
i cant wait till the weekend.
i love how fall makes me a better writer.
i love bev.
i love my friends.
i dont like how i try but always fail. like. literally. i got a 58 on my geometry test... that i studied for really hard.
i suck at numbers and sciences.
i love english.
i dont like history.
i like the leaves.
i like getting mail.
i like mornings. but im not a morning person.
i like photography class.
i like how im not as stressed anymore.
i dont like how when i try to talk, i cry.
i like hugs.
i looovvveee the nightmare before christmas.
i looovvveee snickers.
i miss last year.
i love matt sweder and bubbers.
i like smiling.
i like my bed.
i like pictures.
i want to write a book about my life.
i like when people smile at me in the hallways.
i like green.
i like soft hair.
i like my shampoo.
i like walking home from the bus stop.
i like that road that has orange and red and yellow trees all around it.
i like when its foggy and if you look at the end of the road it looks like you could walk into nothingness.
i want to write a poem right now.
i odn tlike how im going ot end up getting glasses.
i dont like how my sister always has the phone.
i miss spencer shoop!? <- thats a random one.
i wish i had a little animal. like a mouse. or a hampster. or osmething.
i like the dried flowers i have all over my room.
i love how i have like 3 or 4 pictures of bev aorund my room.
i cant wait till christmas.
i like masages while walking to 4th period!!!
i like masages in general.
i need ot do my laundry.
i think that as long as i get out what i need to (like i did above) at least once a week. i will be able to keep myself mentally stable. ha.
<33 amanda
sunday was halloween. i worked till 2. zac came in with his ems buddies. he looked too cute in his little uniform. then they left cause they got a call or whatever. and then i came home. me and my mom went out looking for stockings for my costume. we went to target at which i ran into emily and tara AGAIN. cause i stalk them and what not. ha. thwn i came home and kevy poo called me. then i got my costume on and kevy poo came over. then we went to kyles house with kyle and justin. then eventually bev and britt came. then we went jumping on the trampoline. then we went trick or treating. it was cool i guess. britt and her friend left eventually. we saw mike and kurt and jeff and matt po and kate and kate. i love mike. anyway. me and bev talked. me and kyle talked. kevy was hurt from his car and i felt bad cause it was halloween and he was hurting. we eventually walked back to justins and my dad was there already so me and kevy left. i got home, washed my face. and got in bed. i was going ot call bev but my sister was on the phone cause shes a hoooeeee.
today wasnt a good day for me. i when its sunny out. it makes me tired and gives me headaches and makes my eyes hurt. i didnt feel like brishing my hair so i put my head in water and put gel in it and make it wavy. it feels like straw now so i have to make my hair whismical in the shower tonight. i went to the library today and got a book about sylvia plath.. shes my favorite poet. its called "letters to home". i guess its cool because i like reading about peoples lives and its just a bunch of letters to home that she wrote about how things were going and stuff. im only like 10 pages into it but it was cool. i got a new library card cause after brent and jay and scott used it for making lines or wahtever with their ... jess got it and burned it. that was fun. im really cold. i think im going to write about how i feel now.. you dont have to read it cause a lot of it is stupid stuff no one thinks about but me.
i love october and november.. and its now november.
i love how we have thursday and friday off.
i cant wait till the weekend.
i love how fall makes me a better writer.
i love bev.
i love my friends.
i dont like how i try but always fail. like. literally. i got a 58 on my geometry test... that i studied for really hard.
i suck at numbers and sciences.
i love english.
i dont like history.
i like the leaves.
i like getting mail.
i like mornings. but im not a morning person.
i like photography class.
i like how im not as stressed anymore.
i dont like how when i try to talk, i cry.
i like hugs.
i looovvveee the nightmare before christmas.
i looovvveee snickers.
i miss last year.
i love matt sweder and bubbers.
i like smiling.
i like my bed.
i like pictures.
i want to write a book about my life.
i like when people smile at me in the hallways.
i like green.
i like soft hair.
i like my shampoo.
i like walking home from the bus stop.
i like that road that has orange and red and yellow trees all around it.
i like when its foggy and if you look at the end of the road it looks like you could walk into nothingness.
i want to write a poem right now.
i odn tlike how im going ot end up getting glasses.
i dont like how my sister always has the phone.
i miss spencer shoop!? <- thats a random one.
i wish i had a little animal. like a mouse. or a hampster. or osmething.
i like the dried flowers i have all over my room.
i love how i have like 3 or 4 pictures of bev aorund my room.
i cant wait till christmas.
i like masages while walking to 4th period!!!
i like masages in general.
i need ot do my laundry.
i think that as long as i get out what i need to (like i did above) at least once a week. i will be able to keep myself mentally stable. ha.
<33 amanda