veruka, you matter
went out with my mom today. shopping, in n out, the usual. i had this urching feeling all day because theres so many things that i want to tell her about that i cant. i know it would destroy her too. i see how torn up she is about the "cutting" ordeal, and i couldnt possibly tell her about all the drugs and shit. welp, i guess these are just things i'll have to keep from her for a while, at least until im older.
Lauren needs to get off work and come hang out with me ALL night. midnight donut and cigarette runs are the greatest things of all time. i love that girl more than life.
I love all my friends so freaking much. Becca, anybody who treats you wrong is NOT a friend of mine. coughcough. he just better watch himself, and thats all im going to say.
yes, im still thinking about that boy. i need to give it up. trying, trying so very hard.
Lauren needs to get off work and come hang out with me ALL night. midnight donut and cigarette runs are the greatest things of all time. i love that girl more than life.
I love all my friends so freaking much. Becca, anybody who treats you wrong is NOT a friend of mine. coughcough. he just better watch himself, and thats all im going to say.
yes, im still thinking about that boy. i need to give it up. trying, trying so very hard.