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I'm really not a fan of Justin.. I never thought I would be this jealous in losing Beckah to some ape-man. I think I'm just jealous over the fact that I've lost my one good female friend on this campus to a boy. I don't get to have Beckah time anymore. I liked the days where we just sat in Josh's room and hung around with each other and watched stupid movies.. I don't like watching movies in the rec room, it's boring and cold down there. It was only good when Mike was there to keep me warm.. and right now he can't be here for that.. soo... I don't know.. She knows I don't like Justin, but at the same time, it's not my place to break them apart, especially when she seems to be happy. At dinner today, Josh noticed that I was miserable, and we talked about it, but talk doesnt help when nothing happens.
One more day till I go home!
I can't
fucking
wait.
One more day till I go home!
I can't
fucking
wait.