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[xallxhexwantedx]

I've got a bad feeling about this..

So cut my wrists and black my eyes, so I can fall asleep tonight..

Breath in deep, let it out slow..

For all of this.. I'm better off without you..

Do you regret your loneliness?

You'll never see a smile that big again..

Call as often as you can to tell us how it goes..

That's good advice, I'll take it. No I think I'll use it..

I'm out making you proud..

Know that when I hit the road I'm thinking of you, I miss you..

Don't wait up..

Every nights another story..

Go so far, see other places, other people, I won't know about.

I walk alone tonight, outside my house, outside my mind..

No matter what I say I'm always wrong..

It's all my fault again..

The sheets tell of regret..

I can't make it on my own..

Because you kill me, you know you do, you kill me well..

You never stop until my final breath is gone..

I want to hold on to something that won't break away or fall apart like the peices of my heart..

You could be my garage band king.

Maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin..

You could tell me why you just don't fit in.. and how you're gonna be something..

Maybe when I'm not so tired..

Maybe when I look for things I can't replace..

You will be the end of me.

Do you like to hurt? I do. I do. Then hurt me.

-You're never supposed to go to bed feeling like this.
Or atleast that's what I was taught.
But hey, I'm always wrong.
So don't listen to a word I say.

I can't wait to see your faces. You always make me better than this. Thank you for beingthere when I need you most. I love you girls. You are the most beautiful people I have ever known. And I'll spend every last penny I have in order to see you. I need to be around you girls for atleast 48 hours.

I miss you so much. Really I do.

I won't be the one to apoligize this time. I won't.

iLOVEyou. (x2)