whatev.
hey
just got home from cape with mattew & Lindsey.
I graduated today..not 12th grade lol. i wish though. I am kinda happy? but then again not cause i have my "reasons"...dont i lindsey haha. <3
Then we picked Matt up at around 7; & we went to cape.
We planned to go to the Mix[a dance club.] but we got there & it changed locations, we were SOOOOO lost! haha..I got out & these guys were all high & i had to ask them where it was & they smiled & just laughed & said I dont know..so i left..then we were talking to these gay guys & they told us where it was..we got there & it was soooo small!!! So i got tired of just standing there not dancing cause everyone was scared & having ugly guys check me out.
& I swear some people i seen there that i "knew" was dressed really lyke a hoe & then they talk about "HER" idk. But anyways we left there after lyke 10 minutes & went out to eat at O'Charlies.& by all the stuff i heard from Matt. i thought he really lyked lindsey but my mom told me some stuff he told her while we were away from them & he said that he didnt know who to go with..but im not gonna be 2nd best..sorrryyy.. then went to the movies to see what was playing but it was 11:43 so there wasnt anything really. So we went riding around..& then he was leaned all on her & yeah i admit i got a little jealous cause i mean i lyke him & i didnt think i had feelings for him until tonight?! But i dont know..we have been REALLY good friends for 3 years & i just think of him more than a friend now.. So i got tired & he said i could lay on his shoulder..ohyes.
So we started coming home & he wanted me to ask if we could ride around cause he didnt wanna go home yet..so I got to drive around Horse Shoe Lake & So did Lindsey...shes funny when she drives. & then we took Matt home & Lindsey too.
& oh yeah we went past the mini-mall thing & my mom called it a "Strip-Mall"?? or something lyke that & matthew said "Ohh we get paid tonight.." he makes me laugh & hes so effing nice!
Gosh im such a jealous person!! haha. errr..
Then friday, Me,Matt.,Kenny?,Lindsey,Beth?,Bri',Court.,Kevin?,& some more people are going to the movies & bowling & i get $300 <3.
&& oh yeah, we was leaving cape & lindsey gotta call on her cell & it was beth & she didnt say nothin then she called back & Matthew answered the phone & acted lyke that one Chubaca off of Star Wars...it was hilarious then she called me back SNAPPING on me..& i didnt do nothin..she wondered where her mom was & she expected me to know??? But last we seen her was at the movies.. But it wasnt my fault that they didnt know where she was!!! So she didnt have to call me snapping!!
But she will get over it..Matthew said shes just jealous cause he got to hang with me & she didnt..haha <3
ohyeah YOU DIDNT SHOW UP TO MY GRADUATION THINGY && IM MAD..<3 nah. I know you had a game. But you GOTTA come Friday.
Well peace.
iloveyou.. && ohyeah i got THOUSANDS of pix from graduation but beth has them on her camera & my mom has some.
So long && goodnight.
love always,
me.