creepy
everyone was dieing in it
made me wake up kinda depressed
i woke up cause i was walking off to find some way to kill myself
i didnt wanna be alive when everyone else was dieing
everyone was catching this disease
i hadnt yet
and i really thought i was going to, but i never did.
i kept telling everyone they only had a few days left.. so they should do whatever they've always wanted to do but never have
no one believed me
and they started catchin it and diein
my parents got it and died
then my brother and sister
i wasnt around when allie, patrick, and arielle died.
malachi and i lasted a long time
we lasted about 5 days into the disease
much longer than everyone else
malachi was the last person i knew that was alive. there wasnt many people left then. maybe one or two percent of the population
we spent those days [after our families died] tryin to get away from it
but it was impossible
too many humans
too much sickness
and we knew we were gunna get it
worst feeling everrr
seein everyone dead and knowing you'd die. . . eventually but not knownin when
dead people everaaah where. every person we knew was dieing or dead.
and then malachi caught it
and i kept tellin him that i didnt want him to die and that he hadn't actually caught it and he was gunna be fine
pleading with him not to die
but he died
i turned around and the ground was covered in dead bodies
i walked away to find a gun to shoot myself
then woke up.