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cause i need you by my side
wow.. i dunno who there is to like anymore. i'm kinda confused. =/ and it kinda sucks. urgh. it seems that there's no one in our school to like these days. and nothing has gotten better with my other "friends". i have no effing idea what the hell i'm supposed to do anymore. i just feel so.. empty sometimes. i mean i have so many other friends... and i love them soooooooo much but it just doesn't feel the same as it did before. i just don't understand how other people can change because of other people. like are they really that big of an influence on you? it doesn't make any sense. one day your with one crowd , and the next you're with a different crowd. i mean i have JAHM and i still manage to hang out with lauren, jesse, and danielle sometimes. i have both of the "crowds" or whatever you wanna call it. you don't just have to stick with one. and i mean i know the same goes with jana cause she has us and karlye, kerry, ann, and katie. so whatever. i keep saying i'm done, but it's hard to let go of the memories.
can't you see that i'm lonely rescue me -- <3