Your on my mind everyday
Its funny im always saying one of the reasons im such a camera whore lately is cause i regret not taking enough pictures in the past but i always used to have my video camera on me and most of my tapes are of matthew and ive been sitting all day alone in my room being depressed missing him , i cant stop crying , im pretty happy that i have mostly video of him , even though it would be so much better to have him back in person i guess the videos will have to do since there is not a chance i can get him back , today has been a little bit of a comfort even though i havent gotten a single phone call from a single sole i know , i got to see matthew all day today , its been quite a while since ive been able to see him and if it took a day of being uber depressed and crying all day then i guess its alright,so im gonna go finish spending time with matthew I hope everyone had a good day <3