Last night
I got off work about 15 minutes early , traci came and picked me up we went to dans house for the band rehearsal ("we cant practice what we already know , we can only rehearse what we already know " go rik haha ) then everyone was leaving to go to brains house so traci and i left a little early to get gas, so we stop at the 7-11 on hypoluxo across from santaluces and we see about 7 cop cars in front of the car wash but in the middle of the road so we are both like hmm wonder what happened, well we had to go right past it to get to brains house i happen to look over at the accident and its a car and a yellow motorcycle in an accident the bike is on the ground and there are bike and car pieces everywhere , I instantly started crying my chest was so heavy i didnt realize for a good minute that i had stopped breathing, I mean yea everyday i think about matthew and what happened, but this is the first time ive seen an accident with a motorcycle since his accident , that was one of the hardest things ive gone through lately. Damn it i miss him soo much last night was pretty hard. its not getting easier with time , my crying episodes are just getting more spaced out, but everytime i have one its just as hard as the last......
Oh yea and just so you know and you know who im talking about
YOur not the only one who is sad damn it for once please stop thinking about yourself .....
Be the bigger person for once, get over yourself, act your age and just say goodbye.....
Oh yea and just so you know and you know who im talking about
YOur not the only one who is sad damn it for once please stop thinking about yourself .....
Be the bigger person for once, get over yourself, act your age and just say goodbye.....