Dec 21, 2004 03:39
A heart can only break and heal so many times before it breaks into a million tiny piecies and can't be put back together.
Well you broke my heart once and shame on me I let you come back, then you broke my heart a second time, shame on you for treating me that way. Now finally you have broken my heart one LAST time . I sometimes think Matthew sent you to me this one last time to help me through this horrible trying time. Well thank you and fuck you.
Thank you for teaching me about life and things about myself I didnt know i even had inside me. Thank you for teaching me about love, things i will look back on and learn from and things i will look back on and miss. I only wish you wouldnt have taught me to have hate and fear in love also. I hate you for putting doubt in my mind and that fear in my heart. For those reasons I wish i would have never met you.
SO thank you for being there for me when I needed you the most , thank you for being my boyfriend and my best friend at the same time, but FUCK YOU for hurting me and making me fucking cry.
"No man is worht your tears , but the one who is wont make you cry"
I just think of that and remind myself you arent worth it anymore
When i htink about you and miss you I just think of what a COWARD you are!