You shut your mouth ♪
&} Thank you very much for your comments <33 they made me feel much better than before, when I didn't have the time to talk about it with someone and I was keeping all those feelings inside my heart, and soul, and mind.
I’m fine now, and I could be rolling around, jumping and dancing if it weren’t for…
&} WORKS. The second, third and now fourth week of classes just started and it feels like it were the end of the semester DDD: I have to work everyday, ‘cause almost every single class leaves us work for the next week, and it’s not something you can do for one day to other. I haven’t had the time to go shopping and I REALLY NEED A NEW PAIR OF SNEAKERS, PLEASE ;___; I can’t go out even for a hour or two DDD: let me put this way… last Saturday I went out with my mother and Feña to an exhibition about foreign studies, we were out for three hours aprox and then I came home. I was tired… SO FREAKING TIRED so I couldn't progress so much in my 3D work. Sunday I worked all the day, slowly and taking some rest.
This work was announced last Friday for today (Monday), and I had just a few things modelated D: … it was clear I would have to work at night too. At the end, I slept two hours, I didn’t finish the modeling and I got a bad calification : D I don't know which grade I had, exactly. But the teacher said… "if the works isn’t complete, then it’s like you wouldn't have done it." So, I failed : D but I don’t really care. There will be another work for next Monday (an animation one), and this time I'm gonna give it all!!!! What made me upset was…
&} After working hard all night long DD: … this morning, when my family (dad, Karla -dad's girlfriend-, Kevin and Seba) woke up, I went down the stairs ready to go to the university. And then, Karla asked me something, in front of my dad.
{Note: Dad and Karla’s room is in the first floor, in front of the kitchen.}
Karla: “What were you doing last night?”
Aleh: “Me? I was working, 3D modeling.”
“Because you made so much noise!”
“Re-really?? ô_o how?”
“When you went down the stairs, then went up, and went to the bathroom. ”
“Ah… well… I was hungry and I really had to go to the toilet.”
“But it was at 4am! I kept waking up all night, I couldn’t sleep peacefully.”
“Oh… well… I’m sorry… I’ll do something about that… like take all the food with me to not go to the kitchen in middle of the night”
“You know, from our bedroom, the stairs makes loud sounds.”
“Sorry…”
My dad said nothing, but I wanted to ask him “Did I wake you up too!?” and tell Karla “I’M SORRY. I’M HUMAN AND I NEED TO EAT AND PEEING FOR SURVIVE. GOT IT?” and “IT LOOKS LIKE YOU NEVER SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT WORKING HARD.” And “OR YOU HAVEN’T HAVE AN UNIVERSITY STUDENT LIFE???”
But of course I didn’t tell her that. I don’t want to fight her, nor in front of my father. Although it could be a good idea 8D but no. I won’t do it, because I don’t want to have problems with anyone (no more problems that the ones I have had with Karla again).
That’s why, next Sunday I’m going to go to Feña’s house and work all night long.
&} I’m not a person who insults others, but recently I haven’t sleep well and my mood is not good, as you can see 8D;; and that makes me be more angry ‘cause I don’t like to be like this ;___; where did my careless-and-happy Aleh go!? ;A;
&} I love all of you ;__; ♥♥♥
P.S.:
LOOK!!! Finally, I went to United States!!!!!! 8D
Jose sleeping without worries in Blender classes.
Feña and Javier sleeping in the library while I was working on my locomotive
Me. Bored. And tired.
We changed the room to continue sleeping (still in the library). Javier seems to be dead xD
A drawing that a friend of mine did. I loved it xD
And this is... my 3D work, a locomotive. I couldn't finish it -fail-
I’m fine now, and I could be rolling around, jumping and dancing if it weren’t for…
&} WORKS. The second, third and now fourth week of classes just started and it feels like it were the end of the semester DDD: I have to work everyday, ‘cause almost every single class leaves us work for the next week, and it’s not something you can do for one day to other. I haven’t had the time to go shopping and I REALLY NEED A NEW PAIR OF SNEAKERS, PLEASE ;___; I can’t go out even for a hour or two DDD: let me put this way… last Saturday I went out with my mother and Feña to an exhibition about foreign studies, we were out for three hours aprox and then I came home. I was tired… SO FREAKING TIRED so I couldn't progress so much in my 3D work. Sunday I worked all the day, slowly and taking some rest.
This work was announced last Friday for today (Monday), and I had just a few things modelated D: … it was clear I would have to work at night too. At the end, I slept two hours, I didn’t finish the modeling and I got a bad calification : D I don't know which grade I had, exactly. But the teacher said… "if the works isn’t complete, then it’s like you wouldn't have done it." So, I failed : D but I don’t really care. There will be another work for next Monday (an animation one), and this time I'm gonna give it all!!!! What made me upset was…
&} After working hard all night long DD: … this morning, when my family (dad, Karla -dad's girlfriend-, Kevin and Seba) woke up, I went down the stairs ready to go to the university. And then, Karla asked me something, in front of my dad.
{Note: Dad and Karla’s room is in the first floor, in front of the kitchen.}
Karla: “What were you doing last night?”
Aleh: “Me? I was working, 3D modeling.”
“Because you made so much noise!”
“Re-really?? ô_o how?”
“When you went down the stairs, then went up, and went to the bathroom. ”
“Ah… well… I was hungry and I really had to go to the toilet.”
“But it was at 4am! I kept waking up all night, I couldn’t sleep peacefully.”
“Oh… well… I’m sorry… I’ll do something about that… like take all the food with me to not go to the kitchen in middle of the night”
“You know, from our bedroom, the stairs makes loud sounds.”
“Sorry…”
My dad said nothing, but I wanted to ask him “Did I wake you up too!?” and tell Karla “I’M SORRY. I’M HUMAN AND I NEED TO EAT AND PEEING FOR SURVIVE. GOT IT?” and “IT LOOKS LIKE YOU NEVER SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT WORKING HARD.” And “OR YOU HAVEN’T HAVE AN UNIVERSITY STUDENT LIFE???”
But of course I didn’t tell her that. I don’t want to fight her, nor in front of my father. Although it could be a good idea 8D but no. I won’t do it, because I don’t want to have problems with anyone (no more problems that the ones I have had with Karla again).
That’s why, next Sunday I’m going to go to Feña’s house and work all night long.
&} I’m not a person who insults others, but recently I haven’t sleep well and my mood is not good, as you can see 8D;; and that makes me be more angry ‘cause I don’t like to be like this ;___; where did my careless-and-happy Aleh go!? ;A;
&} I love all of you ;__; ♥♥♥
P.S.:
LOOK!!! Finally, I went to United States!!!!!! 8D
Jose sleeping without worries in Blender classes.
Feña and Javier sleeping in the library while I was working on my locomotive
Me. Bored. And tired.
We changed the room to continue sleeping (still in the library). Javier seems to be dead xD
A drawing that a friend of mine did. I loved it xD
And this is... my 3D work, a locomotive. I couldn't finish it -fail-